& my world will be coloured.

Saturday, January 12, 2008

i still can't find the right words to describe my feelings. but deep downm i know that i've changed. Maybe for the better? i dunno. all i know is that i've moved on. actually, there's a lot f things that i wanna share. however, there's mixed feelings abt myself and all ic an say is that it seems like a roller coster ride.

after the break up, i delt as id i've lost something in my life. but it's been weeks now and things changed. it just make me stronger. maybe all i need is time? i'm slowly recovering my confidence towards everything. this feeling is rather familiar but sometimes, it contradicts.i thank God that i can be myself all over again. memories should be kept and the bitterness should be put away.as what my friends say, it's tough but i'm sure i can do it. and yes, i made it. i'm sure things wil turn out great in the future.

in school the other day, i had a BFF talk with my dearest hannah. she was great! i love her to the bits. she understood my wants and needs. fizzy too! she's adorable. (: and yeah! i did have fun talkng to her. i realize that i do have great things and people in my life, that i've yet to cherish. i guess, i a brand new start is not bad afterall. (:

'nuff said. im at the hospital now, visiting ppl. so, shall update some other time. till then.

you're in my arms..
and all the world is gone
the music playing along for only two..
(:
but how can i face to face this dance,
if i shall lose u now..?

Fif ♥ 8:14 PM