& my world will be coloured.

Tuesday, January 8, 2008

no wonder i have u as my best friend. yeah. really. at times like this, i mean.. all i need is a listening ear and someone to advice.
thanks so much for being there for me all the time and well.. i may be a "trouble" for you and you know.. let you think of some things that you would not want to think about. in a way, i do feel touched by what you said. i may not aprroach u in other matters. but matters like this only you and i kinda know abt it deep down.
and yes, love. i know that phrase. that was what i've been thinking of lately. remember how much i encourage u and keep you going when u are having doubts abt urself last time? yes, at that point of time i do feel strong. because things like this never happen. but when this thing strikes, never once i knew that i will feel this weak. i thought i can be as strong. i thought i could go thru this alone. i thought i could bear all the pain by myself. i thought i have all the answers to all my questions. but i was wrong. i was totally wrong. all i need is someone who can share my troubles with.
i do still feel abit sad because i was left hanging on my own without any answers to my questions. thanks to you, my love. at least im not in a haze anymore. at least i can continue with wad im left wif now. and i hope, with u arnd, things will just get better. (:

.... i apologize if i made u think of things that u dun want to. im so sorry.

Fif ♥ 9:51 AM