& my world will be coloured.

Monday, February 4, 2008

the reason why i cant sleep
the reason why the stars don't shine at night
the reason why everything seems polluted
the reason why i force myself to smile
the reason why things seems boring
the reason why i kept opening my drawer
the reason why my laughter was doubted
the reason why people starts to bully
the reason why the sun don't shine during the day
the reason why i felt something is missing
the reason why i wake up early in the morning
the reason why i don't go out
the reason why i don't eat
the reason why i kept watching dramas
the reason why i studied chinese
the reason why i started writing diaries once again
the reason why i cry
the reason why i got angry
the reason why i feel like givin up
the reason why i kept praying
the reason why i kept quiet sometimes
the reason why i kept staring into the sky
the reason why i stick with my family more
the reason why i chose my frends
the reason why i kept everything a secret
the reason why............................................ I LOVE.

CANT I BE HAPPY AND FORTUNATE FOR AT LEAST A WHILE? WHY CANT IT BE NORMAL? NEVER ONCE I GAVE UP ON THIS love.
EVERYDAY, THIS HEART IS PUT ON TRIAL.
"OBJECTION OVER-RULED, FIFAH!"
why..? ):

i stand across the street, holding on to memories
like the snow
a fleeting moment becomes cold
reaching out for more, but you've alrd left me behind
be gentle to whomever you meet tomorrow
love's beauty which you lacked, originally.

Fif ♥ 11:06 PM