& my world will be coloured.

Wednesday, August 13, 2008

i think im repeating this for the milionth time.
i miss my loooooooooong hair. ((:
haha. ok. so.. hols in, sch's out. great. awesome.
i got nothing much to write in here. hahaa. well, i think there are tons.
but.. im just plain lazy. hey. im a busy woman. (:
where should i start..................?

alright.
happy belated birthday to........ SINGAPORE. (: hahaha. celebrated her birthday at the padang with my cousins. had a great time there despite the downpour. awww. but seriously, with those kids arnd, they make my day! ((:

i've been preety busy with this stupid PP. but lucky im over and done with it! (for the first draft only) i dunno whether andy will ask for re-work. even if he is, i HOPE he wunt ask for much. ugh. but nvm. jia you! ((:

i bought two new books! YAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAY. finally i can kill my time during hols readin books. u might be wondering why on earth i didnt borrow books from library. its because, your dear afifah simply couldnt return her books on time and in the end, she got fine by the NBL. go figure. (: so, i rather buy books & i could turn them into my very own collection. right now, im reading Fragile, by Niki Shisler. awesome writing.

bro will sit for his PLSE oral tmr. and i dunno why, im the one who is nervous. i pray/hope/wish that he could do well. i mean.. of coz i want him to go to the express stream just like me. but.. each to his own. his brain might not absorb more than mine? i dunno. i think being successful doesnt need u to be at the top, but being comfortable with the right thing u are doing and most imptly, you are enjoying it. (: so, whichever path adik choose, i wil be supporting him. during my PSLE and O level days, i never once care about wad ppl say. seriously. cause i knw wad's the best for me. i only seek advice from the teachers and my parents. other than that, i dun think im bothered to hear. thats why i cant understand why others come up to me and have multiple problems despite knowing wad is the root of the problem. they LISTEN to wad others say abt them soo much. ugh. nvm. skip that. as i say, each to his own. (:

grandpa just got admited to the hospital just now afternoon. and dad didnt even inform me. he informed me LATER. i heard the news from aunt. hais. mum came back from the office slightly earlier. and now, bro is sleeping and im here typing away. mum and dad called saying that they will be late. i hope grandpa is okay. hais. i cant imagine him going away. there will be no one to crack more jokes, no one to stop us from being loud at aunt hse, no one to scold us when we are playing soo loudly at the corridor. seeing him like this reminds me of late grandma. i really miss her. )): she's not only a grandma to me, but also a mother. i misssss her. i really do. i miss her cooking, her patience, her words, her soft voice, her smile, her laughter and the small actions she does in everyday life. oh god.

i think i shall stop here for today. i dun want to ramble on unnecessary things. my imagination is alrd getting wild. and i want to stop it here. just here.

will update soon in the days to come. pictures of NDP will be uploaded soon too. take care all and goodnight! ((:

Fif ♥ 9:58 PM