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Friday, August 15, 2008

This is not what I intended
I always swore to you I'd never fall apart
You always thought that I was stronger
I may have failed
But I have loved you from the start

i kept doing housework alone at home for the past 3 days. well, school's out and i totally switched into servant mode. sweep, vacuum, dishes, laundry and the corridors. ugh. i think mum should pay me. im turning into a part-time maid! well, i think in this case, full time. to take my mind off the housework awhile, i went swimming with bro just now. it started off fun but it ended up boring, so we headed home. ugh. hah. so.. nth much.
grandpa's condition got better and im so glad. dad and bro went to see him again today. but mum and i decided to stay at home. im so exhausted. tmr, i dunno wad plans mum and dad have but, i hope it will be an enjoyable one. mum said that she wanna have a steamboat at home. thanks for the diet plan though. (bleah).
i still have yet to upload the photos of ndp. but.. blogger is giving me an attitude. so, i shall not be bothered by that kinda crap. hence, i dun think i will upload any photos now. well, prolly i might not update photos for quite some time. hah.
i told u guys that im reading this book written by niki shisler right? she's awesome. she's frank, she's funny and the most incredible thing, she reach out to my heart. her words kinda play in my head for qiute some time. these 2 grabbed my attention though:
"What's the worst that could hapen? where does your darkest fear lie?"
"We need to belong to each other, to anchor ourselves in the web of relationships; so we build our networks, our families and we risk our hearts because that is what makes a life."
she ought to win some kind of an award or something. that book is all about her life. and i find it extraordinary. (:
SK asked me out for a run on sunday and ugh. i dun think i can make it. sorry sk, sorry leo. ugh.
wad else...... wad else.......
oh ya. i really find this random but wth. i wanna go jurong bird park and night safari. hah. i got 30% discount for the bird park and 50% discount for the night safari. hah. as usual, when geraldtan reads this,he sure wanna go. super kiasu bf of mine. (well, sometimes, luckily. not all the time). kiasu in a good way though. not those aunty and uncle kiasu. ugh. wadever that means. hah.
alright. i think i shall stop here. i seriously gt nth to write about. i dun wanna talk crap all the way. hah. okay then. night all. sweet dreams.

Because tonight will be the night that I will fall for you
Over again
Don't make me change my mind
Or I won't live to see another day
I swear it's true

Fif ♥ 10:23 PM