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Saturday, September 20, 2008

some pictures to accompany with.

gerald love went to Hong Kong last thurs. oh well, i wasnt feeling that good on that day. my head was spinning like crazy and my stomach kept on churning. ugh. so before he left, he gave me a call and we talked a while. by that time he was at terminal 3 alrd. and yeah. den he told me that he will call back. but i totally forgotten about it. told u i was not being sooooooooooo myself on that day. haiss. but i managed to get him on the line. he was going in the plane when i called him. lucky he havent off his hp yet. and then... he said nth much. simply... "i'll miss you"

Day 1 without him.
Last Friday, i went to sch as per normal and class was fun. i had theatre appreciation and well, things went turned out pretty normal. yeah. i went back with syakir. he took the bus and i took the train. for the first time after sucha long time, i went back STRAIGHT home. as in.. didnt visit any shop or have some detours or something. so as soon i tapped my ezlink, i plugged in my mp3. oh wells. im bored. i managed to get a seat tho. hah. adik (younger bro) called me. and he told me that we'll be breaking fast at home as aunt went to the clinic and she's not feeling well. ok. so mum bought donuts and nasi ayam penyet back home. everyone was tired and we didnt talk much.
and one thing for sure, i miss him ALOT. i totally felt helpless.

Day 2 without him.
Saturday (today), mum decided to make kueh for hari raya. so in the end, she made choco chips, using family recipe, and i went over to aunt hse, make for her choco chips too, but my own recipe. haha. when i came back,mum make 3 types of kueh alrd. wahhhhhhhhhhh! hahaa.. so today, we decided to break fast outside, since everyone is tired doing their stuffs. we went bedok corner to eat. ok lah. we got a seat coz we went there early. den we proceed to ikea. we're purchasing this new dining table!!! YAAY. hahaha. nice, i tell u. so sweet. just for the 4 of us. oh well, it's wooden. not like ours now, glass. its nice, but... it's been like.. centuries since we bought that. hahaha! ((: so tmr mum and dad will go back to ikea not by car, but by van, to bring the set home. haha. we can purchase it just now if we want to, but since we went there by car, we dont want it to be bulky. hahha! ((:
and another thing for sure, i miss him more and more. not only felt helpless, but.. lost.

so i have no plans for tmr, but syafiq beep me just now to ask whether im free next wed. wanna break fast together with the 4e3 clique and aqidah. hahaha! of coz my ans is a yes! hahaha. and this time round, aqid could tag along tooo! yaaaaaay! ((: ahha. and by that time, gerald love will be backkkkk! YAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAY! :D so im sure he will break fast with us tooooo!

hahaha. ok then. i wanna rest. its been sucha longgg dayyyy. hahaha. i need my beauty sleep.or else, i couldnt wake up for my pre dawn meal. hah. take care then. (:

Labels: missing you., tired

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