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Monday, September 15, 2008

GOOOOD MORNINGGGG WORLD.

im in class right now and audra is pregnant!!! hahaha. congrats to her! hahhaha. she's gorgeous, even though she's a bit pale. hahahahha. so today's module, visual communication is fine. hahaa. (: really. (: maybe gerald will fetch me from sch today. hahaha. (: ok then. wanna do my stuffs. (: take care all. and oh ya! this song, by jason mraz simply makes my day.!
anyway, the following paragraphs are just rants from my brain. hahahhaa. im not angry, but i think im just typing down wad's in my head! ((: hahah!

i thought i could gave in to them. but u wanna knw wad? i just realize something.
we all lead a totally different lifestyle. and i mean it, damn it.

i lead my own life. and im so happy with my loved ones around. dad, mum, bro, aqidah, gerald and my 4e3 clique. these are the people who really knew wad goes in and out of my brain, without me telling them. they provide me with things which i want and i need. i dun let words and their thinking bring me down. in fact, anyone can bring me down with their says. but wth. it's my life and im happy abt it. but if u dun, den wad could i say?
my family, all 4 of them, had been with me ALWAYS. nth could replace that. aqidah and my 4e3 clique seriously rock my world. i love them. as in.. we hang out, do awesome stuffs. not to mention gerald love. nt only he is part of my 4e3 clique, but someone more special. i dunno wad can i do without him. really. there are other kind souls outside there too. just that i dun spend as much time as i do with those above.

i can consider myself lucky. my family gave all the love i need. all the things that i own, it all comes from them. the way i dress to the things that i do, all thanks to their bringing up. they might be a bit difficult to handle sometimes, but with a silent prayer, everything seems to be fine.
aqidah and my usual 4e3 clique define friendship for me. i couldnt say more. gerald gave me a kind of love that i never felt before. wad more can i say now?

im not trying to limit my frends. but hey. seriously, i have my own lifestyle and im sooooooooo happy about it. im NOT boasting. ( but i dun think telling how much u love people considered boasting. ugh. wadeva shit. )

so to those people who need help with their life, dun come to me in anger. as much as u want help, is as much i want to help u too. but before u even flare up, just get the facts right. nope. im not referring to anyone in specific. but based on the things that i've went thru, i sincerely open up to doors of friendship (or even family-ness), but if the way u approach me is something that i feet is not right, den im so sorry. i cant do much. and also, if the problems that u are telling/giving me is based on someone else, den, im shuttin my ears. u can clear some doubts, but dun EVER, drag me in, as if that's my bloody problem. if u think u got attitude problem, fix it. i do have some problems with my attitude too. but hey. IM TRYING. but so far, to be honest, i dun think i give trouble to others. my family knws best, aqidah and gerald knws best. and these are the people, that i wish to spend my entire life with.

with that, fix urself up before u jump into stupid conclusions.

Fif ♥ 9:57 AM